:Moments:

It's that moment when you realize you're feeling stuck because you're not sure which way is up.

It's that moment when you realize that you've been fighting yourself, and you're not sure how to win that one.

It's that moment when you realize you've been spinning your wheels because you've been in neutral this whole time.

It's that moment when you realize you're not sure you remember how to dream.

It's that moment when you realize you're sick of only being able to see the moment, unable to look beyond the now.

It's that moment when you realize that you're not sure where you're headed, because of all those other moments.

It's that moment when...when you realize you're really asking "who the heck am I, anyway?"-- even though you thought you had already answered that question long ago, and are pretty sure you know it deep down inside... But it's so far down, and it's hard to see or hear or reach...and there's 

so. 

much. 

garbage. 

to dig through in order to get there...

It's that moment...and I'm not sure what to do with it...or where to go with it... Or even how to honestly  express it.

So there you have it. 

You'll have to excuse me...

I just need a moment...